Hi cupcakes. I haven't been blogging for like 5 days or more!
had been busy with work.
I swear I'll update soon 'bout my Christmas, and my 1year anniversary ok.

Missing bby already.

All i want for Christmas is you.

went work with mom today, so tiring.
but i came home with lotsa loots today. Yay!
contact lens are here, like finally.

I have lotsa christmas wish ley.
greedy girl can?
I'm put all my wishes into the stocking tonight, so Santa baby would come!

People wear masks to cover up their ugly side, but never knowing the person they hate the most know how pathetic they're life are actually now.
they would never imagine how lowdown it'll be when the person they hate come to their help in the future.

别人的天长地久, 不是我的.

Hi cupcakes!!!!
I'm alive and kicking, just that I'm sick.
It's utterly sad. Sore throat and my voice is just so man.
damn.
Went town yesterday in the late evening.
and i went to the toy fair thing at taka, damn it.
so cute, there's tons of carebears.
i wanted to get one but left hand says it's lame.
wtf??!


I will, I want to get my Jumper. HAHA!!
feeling so sick and yet I've to go town with yiting again later.
:(

BAD WEEK!!

I guess it'd been quite a bad week for all of us.
well, today's sunday. and tomorrow will be monday.
which means, a new start of a week.
and when everything gets better.
God bless everyone I love!

I know i know, there hasn't been any pictures uploaded for donkey years.
i promise, sooooooooon okay?

Christmas is coming soon. YAY! excited.
and my one year anniversary is near toooo. Happy!

Oh ya, went st james on thursday with all my dearest girlfriends.
and bby is nice to pick me up like always. LUVLUV.
girlfriends, which never fails to bring smile to each other's face.
tho how busy life can get, as long as we our hearts stay as one.
nothing is impossible.
and if my memory serves me right.
Ms chew is coming back today. :)

Till now i haven't got myself a god damn job.
HA. my mom and boyfriend is already biting my head off.
been lazing around since my Os end.

Off to watch my show.
Ciaos.

Don't let me go, don't let me go, don't let me go.

The worst of the worst I've heard today.
got me so traumatize. got me so hurt.
my words got stuck right in my mouth, I couldn't make out a word.

I so don't wanna remember a single of those harsh words you said to me.
cos they'll only kill me.

this heart could just break all over again.
nevermind, I know I'm fine.

I just need some chocolates.

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个象夏天一个象秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你驮我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的锻炼
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
我不会相信
如果不是你
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你
我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你
你驮我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的锻炼
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
如果不是你
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你
我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有的丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密
如果不是你
我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你
我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

you remember?

My rubber duckie passed away!!
how sad right??!?



why do ppl, a person dislike make it to survive till the end? bcos they're cursed to live their awful life till the end. ignore 'bout how ppl live their lives, be yourself and stay happy. learn it, this is life.

Sometimes, i'm just so lazy to make it clear to you that what am i thinking.
cos i think "It's alright, we'll be fine after a few minutes. Save the trouble."
You never know how i feel, even if you do. you won't be able to understand.
reason of me not finding job, is not because i'm lazy. I just don't wanna lose a moment of being together with you. Don't you get it? ok, i guess you don't. I just wanna be with you all the time, if this is suffocating you then I'm sorry. It's okay, I'm gonna live with it.

For every moment that you ignore me, it makes me feel like I'm becoming less important to you.
It's making me feel like I don't stumble on your mind anymore.

Ok, i'm gonna eat some chocolate. maybe I'll feel better (slightly happier)
No luv.
Then I'll try to sleep or bang my head on the wall.
I think i'm having mood swings, or even pms.
God. hell is coming.

I'm gonna get a 2010 organizer later so i will have a aim in life.
what am i gonna do if i don't make it to poly?
shucks.
not gonna think now, chocolate time!


Find a time, and let's take a trip down the memory lane.

I luv my boyfriend.
he treats me the best, he knows me the best.
baby, thanks for being there with me at all times.
no matter whatever i do. may it be wrong or right.
and when at the end of the day, i'm upset.
you'll play with me and make me laugh.
kiss me on the forehead, everyday before we sleep.
try to stay awake and entertain all the time when i can't sleep.
let me wriggle like a worm beside you, trying to push you down from the bed.
but you enjoy laughing at how clumsy am i. which is mean.
i love you, forever till the end of time.

Been a good girl,staying at home.
i miss my girlfriends. ALL OF THEM.

been watching 放羊的星星, i know the show is like long but i had so many shows to finish watching.
hahaha. zhong tian qi is completely charming.
xiner says, i've been cooping myself at home to see handsome guys.
haha. she, herself is mad 'bout edward too. :D

eunice, heard you're sick.
take care kay. will see you soon. miss chiu much.
and good luck for your exams.

bby's in msia now, and like as usual again.
i'm gonna do my mask and watch 放羊的星星 at the same time.

Ciaos.

My blog's getting boring yea?
lazy worms running inside me, makes me lazy to update.
fret not,I'll try my best to update it everyday.

First, happy 15th birthday Gracie, my bbygirl. hope you love what we gave you. ^ ^
Secondly, happy 11 month to me and bby. love you the best. <3 Caught new moon on sunday when we're out to town for bbygirl's birthday celebration. damn, edward is so handsome. i nearly went crazy in the cinema which nearly drove Xiner crazy. HARHAR. and i'm gonna watch it again and again.









You taught me what luv was. You showed me what luv was.

It's 25th today. in another 3days will be our 11months ^ ^
God. i just woke up awhile ago, like at 8pm!! so is celeste, hahaha.

I luv the times when you would hug me to bed, the warmth from you that brings me to sleep.
and waking up seeing your face smiling at me. then a kiss on the forehead.
I sooo miss my bby. tho it's only a day since i saw him.
bet he's in msia now. :(

well, it's alright! i'm going out to meet my girlfriends now.
tammmyyy here i comeeeeeeeeeee.

hearts all over the world tonight <3

Finally, back home.
Bby's in msia again :/

Went sheesha yesterday with my dearests.
then out with bby and friends afterthat.
Ohhh. I took a rubber duckie from a lucky draw pond :D
I name it Mary. HAHAHA.

Muke sume cramp, aku tahu.
Abeh?

More pictures with Celeste darling. will get it from her tomorrow.
suspect will be meeting kailin and meimei tomorrow.

I'm gonna watch my 終極三國 now. then do my mask and get ready for bed.
Happy bby is inside msia enjoying. So sadddddd.

Ciaos.

I think i look short beside jelyn.
my christmas wish this year is to grow a tiny winy taller. teeheee.

got my nails painted in rosemary today. luving it.
today's friday. means .... 終極三國 ep39 is out.
and i'm actually home so early on a friday night.
cos i'm having massive headaches :(
shucks. nevermind, celeste says, " tomorrow will be a better day. "

I have so much things to get. 'am gonna start being sweet to momma so she's gonna get it all for me. Yay!
I need a job, but i'm lazy to get one. how?

few days back, i freaked Vabbit out with my obsession of Satan that she din't knew.
hahaha. Poor Vabbit, bet her fur is all tangled up.

Yes. I watched paranormal activity today. Damn, it's even worse than 2012.
Crap.

I think i'm falling sick.
Help anybody??!?

http://www.churchofsatan.com

I think i'm done here, ciaos!

Will be heading to town with yiting tomorrow. ^^
weather's been cold lately, as in very cold.
lazy to blog actually, but suspect my readers will rindu me eh? hahaa.

Bby's in msia now.
missing him every now and then.
that idiot so sweeeet. popping up at my hse just to find me.
and my dad enjoys teasing him, how mean :/
will be seeing bby again tomorrow.
OH.
and idiot's getting cuter day by day.
Luv it.

Gracie came over my crib last night, after we came back from celeste hse.
she could even point middle finger when she's sleeping. how power-derful.

IIIIIII REAAAAALLLLLLLLLLY NEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDA JOBBBBBBBBBBB.
i wish i'm still schooling, gonna miss my good old days in school.
:(

I shall stroll to my room and get some rest.

Goodnight bby. *Kisses for you.